datariost psycoratioss pinkologiemes.. dx

No more.

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

I don't like it when people wants to find out the mistakes in my life.

I absolutely HATE it more when they are trying to figure out what is it that can make them win through my weakness.

Well, I do have weakness, but that's what makes me strong.

If ever I catch you trying to do something despicable, don't expect me to hold back.

Lying have been the core of your main survival, I wonder how long can you keep up with your lies.

Because from what I've learnt, they will come haunting you back.

Truth be told.

I don't mind you stalking me. It's not like I have anything to hide.

The mind of yours is so filthy, worldly and materialistic that no matter how much you think you're doing the right thing, no matter how much you think it will fill your happiness. It will Never, bring you satisfaction.

Trust my words.

Yes, you may be of this world. Accepted by all.

Do you really think it's correct?...

Jealousy? no... I've already bypassed all that.

I just thought you're naive. (:

Cherrie

Ma Mosters! rawr :D

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! I cant believe I have to do this.

Another post for my sakai. Cheam Szen Li.

I'm posting and saying this from the bottom of my heart. (while she's also forcing me :P) Heh.

Sorry about the previous post. Very straight forward of me and offensive and judgemental and saying such mean things to you. Which I've already told you about that post, which I forgot to read. -.-

Nevermind. Lol!

Please, my dear funsize. Accept my very sincere apology and forgive me. I promise I'll be.....em.not so straight forward next time. Oh, how I've hurt your feelings. It's so unbecoming of me. You've treated me with patience and kindness, but I... *drama*

Oh! Forgive me.

(Almost feels like I'm praying..lol)

Okay. To the better part of this post.

Cheam, from the first time I've met you in college, I've always thought you'd be a very good and dear friend. You never fail to cheer me up with your sudden sarcasm. (although I don really know why I'd think it's funny) Even in times when you're at your lowest, you can put on a brave smile, but I could see you. (:

Szen, I somehow think we are connected, in a way. (No I don't want your DNA.yuck :P) I'd suddenly think of how you're doing even at odd times. (Like when I'm shitting. LOLJK!) Also, you're true, sincere and honest to me even when no one else is.

Li, I'd be afriad to lose a friend like you thats why I'd rather keep things to myself. You're there for me, even when you don't know how to comfort me. It's alright. You're the most awesome and amazing person I've ever met! You've thought me things I've never learned, to a whole new world. (Except the socialmedia world, sorry cant get into that. LOL)

Since I'm writing about you. I'll just write about Belle too. LOL!

OKAY BELLE! You're UP! :DD

Belle. bell.. bellll~~~

You are the most kind and understanding person I've ever met. Even when I don't tell you anything, you can see through me, which I can say girl, you're incredible. (:

You can relate to everything I said, even when I feel that I don't make any sense. >.>

You gave me encouragement that helped me through! I am very thankful!

Don't ever stop your cheerful and joyful attitude!

Szen & Belle.

I'm really sorry if I'm too straight forward and have said mean things to you, but know that I'd NEVER, ever talk behind your back. If I've offended you in anyway, please tell me in my face, I'll do the same to you. (but I don't like arguments. >.<) We only known each other for 6months, but I love you both like my sisters. Truly, you guys are the most awesome monsters I've ever met on earth.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Monsters. LOL!!! :DDD

LOVE ME! (;

Cherrie ♥ ♪

To You (:

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

I'm just gonna speak out my mind here.

So, if you're offended then that's just too bad. :)

There's always a reason why I don't tell you stuff.

It's always about other people..

How you will feel if I talk about that. How will you feel if I tell you about that. How uncomfortable Whenever I'm like that. How will you react if I talk about that.

I'm always afraid about how people might feel. This is why I've never speak out, to always hide it, to always change topic so that you will be distracted with something else that wouldn't lead you back to the same topic.

It's also obvious that the word "NOT INTERESTED" is written on your forehead gives out a very strong signal to me, because you're just so not interested.

So, it's a piece of cake for me to distract you.

Another thing is, there're many times when I felt as if we're at a totally different level. When I thought you were mutured enough to think and be calm of certain matters, you just blow it off with some cheap high school attitude. -_______- It didnt pissed me off, it just annoys the hell out of me. Lol. Seriously. I don't really mind that anymore, but it's becoming more and more of a habit. If you don't want that to become something permanent, please listen to me.

I'm not perfect okay. No one is, but when something like this comes up and I know it's not the right thing to do. I'd do my best to tell them.

You said I judged you and you thought I was too tired that's why I talked to you like that. I was teaching you. I was only telling you to stop cursing JUST because something when wrong. I'm protecting your image, even when you're not. Or maybe I should tell you in a different way, so that you could understand?

BTW, protecting image is NOT, you not smoking/you not dressing like a slut/you not sleeping around/etc, it's about your very own character. If people sees the character you have, they would naturally judge you first.

I've been with you long enough to know how you live and your surroundings. I'm very glad that you at least have your own boundaries.

But always be very careful of your tongue, it could build up friendships and it is also a very powerful tool in destroying your dearest ones.

The things I've mentioned may be a blow, or even a hard punch to your guts. Or even worst, stirred up your anger and hatred from within, but this is only my brutal and sincere honesty for you.

I don't care about anything else, the reason why I liked you is because you were honest to me and you're always the first to approach me. (:

It's not that I don't approach people myself, only I do it very slowly. Lol.

Thank you, for the times you've been there for me.

I love you Szen. (; ♥

**PS: If you have any objections/debates, you can.....em. tell me in class. bye. :b

Cherrie ♥

Stares

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

First thing that came into my mind.

What the hell is wrong with you, what do you want from me?..

*staress*

I dont wanna play games anymore. Seriously.. >.>

I used to like it, but now..it's making my life miserable.

Since you have your own game to play now, I'm just gonna stand there and watch. :)

Let go of all your anger?..

Hard to believe.

Ugh..! What the hell is wrong with me now? zzz

Hopefully I can bypass all this nonsense and get on with my life.

Pfft.. Peace out.

Cherrie

♥

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

It was hard to stop thinking about you at first, but now I've gotten used to it.

Thanks to my babe (: She helped out me a lot.

When I'm really down, she'd ask me how I am doing and we'd go out. I really appreciate her a lot. (:

She said she salute me for being able to pretend and still hang out around you with our friends. Well, it has not been easy, but all it took for me is a simple silent prayer. (:

Every time whenever I see a super hot guy, I tend to think about you. Which, is kinda annoying, because it means that I am still........ v.v

I don't know what you've heard from whoever..about me. I dont care. I dont want to know.

If I were to change, when I change, it won't be because of you or anyone, it'd be for myself.

My bearbear, I named it after you. (: It will be a memory I'll never forget.

Why bear? because of your bear hugs. (':

Cherrie

I ♥ U

...Time Heals...

Restrained

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

Alright..

I'm just gonna say this.

I'm not dumb. (:

I've already known.

If you actually care to look back, I've been in your shoes.

Saying the same thing as you.

-_______-

Yes I am upset.

Yes I am angry.

Yes I feel like taking out my anger and frustration.

But I manage to refrain myself. Why?

Aherm.. Low lifers.

Be selfish and keep things to yourself will not do you good, but more harm to the body.

Sickness comes from hatred.

Take Care Of Yourself.

I'm far gone now. (:

Love,

Cherrie

Psalms 28v7

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

Psalms 28 v 7

The LORD is my STRENGTH and my SHIELD;

My heart trusts in Him, and I am HELPED;

Therefore my heart EXULTS,

And with my song I shall THANK HIM.

I woke up feeling the pain in me, and I thought to myself that you were my strength in everything but you're not with me anymore.

I curled myself up in my bed, trying to forget all the trace of you in my mind.

But I couldn't. \":

I went to church with my mom.

The usher gave me the bulletin, this verse spoke to me so directly that I was just stunned.

This is the most direct way that God has spoken to me.

Jesus is my strength, He is my comforter.

Thank you Lord for being with me.

Love you Lord. (:

Looking out..

SexyBabe Cherrie Yap Sook Huah Smoochies(= (0)

You and I. Two different dimension. Two different world. Two different person.

I accepted your flaws because I know I'm not perfect myself.

I've always told myself that whatever I do, I will not expect anything in return.

This. Why must I expect so much..?

Why did I expect you to do the same to me..?

I thought you'd be more understanding..

You told me I was a very interesting person..

I thought you, of all people would really take your time and understand..

Guess not.

This is the first time I let myself to cry out.

This is the first time I feel the torturing pain. The longer I endure, the longer I pretend, it's like a needle piercing into my heart deeper and deeper, each day..

Eating me up inside.. I cant stand it!

I want to scream my heart out!